The truth is slowly sinking in. Or rather, the feeling of having to leave is becoming more real.

I have FOUR MORE SUNDAYS in singapore. Ohhhhhh man.

Sometimes I wish time would stand still. Then again, who doesn't. But I wish some moments don't end so quickly,

Everything happens for a reason, right, Lord? Give me strength to accept and overcome obstacles and events in my life even when the reasons are still unknown to me. Even when certain reasons might forever remain unknown. I can't do it on my own.

I pray what happened the past two years will never ever happen again. I must not crumble again. I will not lose myself again. Please don't let my fire die again. I won't stop fighting.