"...........happiness from meeting hunny and catching up. somehow with hunny, i always feel this sense of familiarity, this sense of security. darling dont be scared kay. we both know it, our love will last forever across the distance no matter how far............"
I am so so glad that I managed to meet you today too, babe.
When I'm with you I just feel like I'm with someone who really knows me, who's seen me grow and change through the years.
And today you said, "Uh I know you as well as you know yourself."
(: I love you my little best friend.
And I just know in my bones that someday you will meet the one who will treat you right. Not the one that won't make you cry, cuz I don't believe that Mr Right=Won't ever make you cry. But the one that might make you cry but be there afterwards to catch your tears, catch you, catch your dreams. I pray that you'll find the one that loves you with all his heart, with you being able to love him with all of yours, too, despite the wounds that someone from your past caused. You'll meet the one that will heal your pain and let you love again, sweetheart.
Today, I received an email from my uncle from dad's side that I haven't been close to in ages. We still see each other every week, but we're not that close anymore. He told me that he'd miss me, and that perhaps he "already missed me (ever since I became a teenager)". He said he was looking forward to my baby cousin Jolin to grow up more so that she could fill the shoes of little sophie who used to bring him so much joy and fun.. I totally teared when I read the email. Its a strange feeling.. All of a sudden I seem to recall times when he used to bring me to the zoo, tease me, play with me and such.
I see my uncles and aunts from my dad's side every week... And its the tradition/norm that before everyone goes home, all the kids have to give all the adults a hug (: Even when I'm 19 (SOON), I still do that. And last week, a strange feeling welled up in me when I hugged them. I gave each one of them an extra squeeze. I hope they felt it and felt what I was trying to say lol. I'm definitely gonna miss them... I miss them already :o
I miss everyone already.
Hi.
I miss you. Like right now (: