Pls don't forget. Will you think about me? Even if its just once a week. I'd be happy with that I promise.
I swear that every time you think about me, I'd feel it from miles away and get stronger.
Don't forget the times we shared.
Even though I know I failed at being a great friend, but please do remember all the times I tried. I wanted to be great for you, but I'm sorry I couldn't.
Do remember how I loved you.
I know that many people have many friends, different groups of people they find happiness and joy with. Many different people to love.
I don't.
I know I have to start learning how to do so. Or rather, I'll have to start being willing to do so.
But.
Don't let me fade into nothingness in your heart and mind.
While I try to survive in a new world.
Why can't I bring myself to enjoy different people's company more.
Why do I always long for the same people.
Insecure, dependent retard.
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This post is meant for my best friends and my family.
I'm sorry for all the misunderstanding caused.